Janeen
My diagnosis consisted
of hormonal imbalance, high FSH, blocked fallopian
tubes, uterine scarring, ovarian failure, etc. Just
about everything! A reproductive endocrinologist
and told me that I had a 4% chance of ever
conceiving with my eggs. I had two failed rounds of
IVF and was devastated. But I started to apply some
of the teaching from New
Life Ministries. I read my Bible and
applied my faith.
I found a new doctor who was a Christian, and he
told me that I would be able to conceive with my
own eggs. God had healed me and turned around my
diagnosis. I had a third round of IVF and this time
it was successful. I was pregnant. My son, Xavier
Azariah, was born on 23 December 2004. (Azariah is
Hebrew for ‘My help comes from Jehovah’.)
In
the summer of 2006 my husband and I talked about
having another child. I remember saying to God one
day, ‘Lord, I really don't want any more IVF.’ And
that was it. I didn't really pray hard about
conception. Shortly after this, I went for my
annual check-up and was told I was pregnant
(without knowing it!) and the ultrasound revealed
that there were 2 heartbeats! I was having twins. I
had wanted twins from the time I was a little girl.
God remembers your heart, and He renewed my faith
and my absolute love and honour for Him with
this.
I
had a son and a daughter (another desire of my
heart) in early 2007 – Kingsley and Karrington have
joined their brother Xavier!
Anna L (UK)
When I came across the
New Life Ministries website in February 2007 I had
been trying to conceive for 2 ½ years. I had been
diagnosed with unexplained fertility and was at a
real low point. After reading testimonies on the
website, joining the WIF online group and reading
Nerida’s book God’s
Plan for Pregnancy I began to see that it
was God’s will for me to have my own children. I
started to believe the many scriptures about
fertility for my own situation. In June I went to
the NLM
UK conference which was a powerful
time of prayer, teaching, ministry, testimony and
worship. There I learnt to take my eyes off my
circumstances and focus them on God and on what
Jesus did on the cross 2,000 years ago. At around
that time I had a picture of Jesus handing me my
baby, and my husband, separately, had a similar
vision. We came to a point where we knew that it
was only a matter of time before we conceived, and
we began to love and trust our heavenly Father and
his Word in a way that we never had done before. A
verse that stood out for us at this time
was: ‘Seek
first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all
these things will be given to you as
well’ (Matthew 6:33, NIV).
Throughout this time, the Holy Spirit revealed
things in my life that he wanted to deal with. I
was healed from depression, set free from a fear of
pregnancy and motherhood, and there was
reconciliation with a close family member. I also
improved my diet, took vitamin supplements, did
more exercise and lost some weight.
In
October 2007 I discovered I was pregnant by God’s
grace. I am so thankful and
praise the Lord for his faithfulness to his
promises. I am also truly grateful for the work of
this ministry.
Holly
On Easter Sunday
morning 2007 I got the happiest surprise of my
life! I am pregnant after 14 months trying to
conceive!
In September 2006 I was diagnosed with PCOS. My
gynaecologist wanted me to start taking Provera and
Clomid. I felt very uneasy about this and left the
prescription aside while I sought God as to what to
do. At first I was extremely discouraged but after
a few weeks I resolved that I would not get
depressed. I read Nerida's book and soaked up all
the teaching and received a real impartation of
faith to believe. I just kept building my faith
stronger and stronger to believe I would also
receive a miracle from God.
My period returned by itself. I changed my diet
radically and switched to a low GI diet, and began
really looking after my body, eating healthily,
taking some vitamin supplements, etc. I prayed the
Word over myself and, although my cycles were long,
I discovered I was still ovulating. I reached the
point where I believed God totally for my healing
and baby. I felt a peace and a rest come upon me.
That whole sense of striving to ‘make it happen’
left me and I just rested in the secure knowledge
that Jesus had already paid the price on the cross
for my healing and ability to conceive and that it
would happen.
It was still a shock when I got that positive
pregnancy test result. To see the promise of God
manifested in your life is such a powerful thing.
The Word of God has enough power to transform our
lives.
Deb
We had been trying to have a baby since June 2001.
We had a 10 week miscarriage in October 2001 and
then 7 AIH and 2 IVF cycles. On the second one we
were successful. After a very sick pregnancy, our
precious baby was stillborn at 26 weeks. I had felt
no movement for 2 days and we went to the hospital
and found no heartbeat. Matthew was 690 grams and -
apart from no heartbeat - looked perfect. We
grieved for our baby and for the hopes we had for
the future – ‘just’ falling pregnant again seemed
impossible but still our goal.
We had a frozen embryo transfer 4 months after that
and when that was unsuccessful I went on the
contraceptive pill for 3 weeks to bring on the next
cycle without delay so we could try again. After I
stopped taking the pill I waited for my period.
After 5 days I started to wonder - on the sixth day
I did a pregnancy test and was shocked that I was
pregnant! The pregnancy was difficult both
emotionally and physically as I was very sick again
and had some early bleeding. Once I made it past
the 26 weeks I started to feel more confident. At
36 weeks the doctor was a little concerned about
the baby's size and I had a scan that revealed the
baby was about 2 weeks too small and although the
placenta seemed to be functioning fine we decided
to have our baby induced 2 weeks early. On 22 March
2005, our beautiful baby girl was born, Zoe
(meaning life) Grace. She is an absolute delight
and worth the struggle and the journey!
Selena
My husband and I were married in June 1998 and I
was diagnosed with endometriosis in July 1999. I
received lap surgery twice, IUI once, and took 3
cycles of Clomid but nothing worked. I spent a lot
of money buying fertility kits and a fertility
monitor but nothing worked. I was told that I would
not be able to get pregnant without the assistance
of IVF but God spoke to me otherwise. I finally
stopped trying and focused on serving God
wholeheartedly. I was determined that I would
continue to serve God with all of my heart, no
matter what.
In June 2005 my pastor asked my husband and I if we
still wanted to have children. He looked me in the
eye and said, ‘You are going to get pregnant, it's
just going to happen. We just have to pray for
really strong sperm.’ We all smiled and from that
moment I had so much peace. There was no doubt
whatsoever that God was going to give me my miracle
and I just had to wait on His perfect timing. At
that point my focus was just on serving God and
having fun spending time with my husband as a
couple. We were making plans of vacations and
travelling a lot. We were just having fun and we
were not thinking about trying to get pregnant.
Soon after this, I discovered I was pregnant. At
this very moment (6 March 2006) I'm 9 months
pregnant and my contractions are 6 minutes apart.
Hsaio
I had a miscarriage last year at 4 weeks, and at
the same time had 2 ovarian cysts (which were later
removed surgically). My doctor told me there was a
chance it would affect my fertility and I was very
upset. I sought help from a Chinese doctor who
prescribed me Chinese herbs. Week after week I took
herbs, hoping to get pregnant. But a few months
went by and still no news. One day I said to God,
'OK, let me get pregnant in your perfect timing',
and I threw my herbs away and stopped visiting the
Chinese doctor. That was in October 2004 and I
became pregnant soon afterwards.
I took a triple blood test to test for birth
defects in my fourth month and the clinic told me
that my baby had a high risk of multiple
disabilities. I stood by God's Word, and prayed for
healing. After a detailed ultrasound scan, the
doctor told me, 'There is nothing wrong with your
baby, your baby is very well developed.’ Praise God
for His divine healing!
I gave birth to a healthy lovely girl,
Eunice
Chiong, on 11 July 2005.
It is now March
2007 and I have just
discovered that I am 5 weeks pregnant with my
second child! God is so great!
Dee
I read Nerida’s book and it completely changed my
thinking. My husband and I have been at this for
about 6 years and though I've had my
disappointments, I didn't let go of my faith. I am
a living witness that God will show Himself strong
in your life if you focus on HIM and not your
issues. I used to be online all the time looking up
information on what I thought was wrong or what the
doctor said. I had to stop and think, ‘Do I put as
much time researching the Word about my
circumstances as I do on the Internet or talking to
friends?’ At the time I had to say, ‘No’. I HAD to
change for my life and my child's life. God has
blessed my husband and after 6 years, 2 surgeries,
8 IUIs and 3 IVFs. It’s 14 October 2006 and I'm 11
weeks pregnant today.
Angela
M
When I became pregnant
with my son, Matthew, I found out that I also had 2
very large ovarian cysts (one on each ovary). It
was hoped that during the pregnancy the cysts would
go down. They did slightly but never went away and
eventually cut off circulation to Matthew so that
he was born stillborn at 5 months
gestation.
One month later I went in to have the cysts
removed. I specifically signed
papers refusing to allow the doctor to 'remove'
anything but the cysts. My ovaries and tubes were
to be left no matter how damaged they might be. I
was terrified of waking up to a complete
hysterectomy. An incision was made
hip to hip to remove the large cysts, which at this
point were slightly larger than grapefruits.
When they
went to remove the cysts they discovered that my
tubes were twisted and tangled around them
(supporting the cysts). They were so entangled that
my tubes were removed with the cysts. After
remembering that I specifically did not want my
tubes removed, my doctor straightened them, and
reattached them. When I woke up I was
told that my tubes were so damaged that they would
probably not be functional, but that he had put
them back only because of the papers I had signed
refusing to allow them to be removed.
I was told
that the scar tissue was bad enough I wouldn't be
able to conceive.
I went in for my 6 weeks post op appointment and
had been feeling pretty sick. My doctor looked
completely amazed when he told me I was 4 weeks
pregnant! We were told not to get our hopes up,
that there was a 99% chance it was ectopic and I
should consider having my tubes tied to prevent
this from happening again, because if it ruptured
it could kill me. We decided to 'wait' and take our
chances. A month later an ultrasound was done to
determine what steps to take. To everyone's
amazement there was my baby ... nicely implanted in
the uterus.
Kaleigh is now a
beautiful 2 1/2 year old miracle! I truly believe
God was with my doctor the day of my surgery. He
guided his hands with every stitch, carefully
replacing my tubes so that Kaleigh would make it
into our lives.
Caroline
Maier
We began trying to
conceive after being married for four years. After
about six months my periods became irregular and I
was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome and
absence of ovulation. My doctor told me there was
no chance I'd get pregnant without help, so I was
prescribed Clomid.
I began to ovulate and was very optimistic. After
five months on the Clomid, however, I still was not
pregnant. I was more confused, angry and hurt than
ever. My husband and I felt we should pray about
whether or not to continue with the medicine. Then
the Lord gave me two words. The first was
Isaiah 53: 4-5: “By
His wounds we are healed". The second was
2 Chronicles 16:2 "Asa
became diseased in his feet, and his malady was
severe; yet in his disease he did not seek the
Lord, but the physicians. So Asa rested with his
fathers; he died in the 41st year of his
reign". The Lord was clearly
telling me to put my trust in Him and not the
medicine. This was a personal word for me at that
time, I am not against medicine and I know God uses
it. It was just that my hope was in the doctors and
not in the Lord and He could not bless me. So I
stopped taking the medicine and decided to wait on
the Lord. This was extremely difficult to do as I
wanted to do anything to facilitate the process.
But as I obeyed God, His peace began to fill me and
guard me.
My cycles became normal and I was healed of the
hormonal imbalance that had made me stop ovulating.
I found myself able to trust God and focus on other
things for a while. Then several of my close
friends became pregnant and I crashed emotionally.
I kept wavering between hope and fear. Around this
time God led me to the New Life Ministries website.
I was astounded to find that God's Word said, over
and over, that He wanted me to have children. Once
I knew it was God's will, I was able to stop
wavering. I had something solid to stand on.
One morning
I had a huge breakthrough; the Holy Spirit came
upon me in power and I knew that I needed to
confess my healing and command infertility to leave
my body. I stood up and spoke this out loud by the
power to the Holy Spirit, and I knew that God was
doing the things that I spoke. That is when I
conceived my children in my spirit.
The last few months before I got pregnant were very
challenging. But God gave me the grace to press on
and endure and wait for the fulfilment of His
promise. He also gave me a vision of my son during
a special time of prayer. I knew he was coming, I
just didn't know when. (Looking back, I realized
that God gave me that vision the very weekend that
my son was conceived!)
When my son was born, all I could think was "he was
worth waiting for". God healed my body and wiped
away my tears. He turned my mourning into dancing.
As it says in Proverbs, "hope deferred makes the
heart sick, but hope fulfilled is a tree of life."
God’s Tree of Life is His cross, where we can
exchange sickness and despair for healing and hope.
Seek God’s face with all your heart and strength.
He does fulfil the barren women's dreams; He sets
us in our homes as joyful mothers of children. AMEN
Deb
McIntyre
Several weeks into my first pregnancy, I was woken
in the early hours of the morning with excruciating
cramps in my abdomen. I was initially filled with
fear about losing my baby, and could not pray
anything. Praise God that I had recently
bought ‘A
Plan for Pregnancy’. I opened the book and
began to read aloud some of the relevant
scriptures. As I was doing this, the fear began to
leave but the pain remained. I kept repeating the
scriptures and building my faith and within half an
hour, the cramping had left. The rest of the
pregnancy progressed without event and on October
17 1999, our beautiful Aimee
Elizabeth was
born.
I became pregnant again two years later. However,
six weeks into the pregnancy the familiar painful
cramping and bleeding began. I began praying the
scripture, ‘worship
the LORD your God, and His blessing will be on your
food and water. I will take away sickness from
among you, and none will miscarry or be barren in
your land’. (Exodus
23:25-26) Over and over, I
repeated this trying to muster faith. I then
experienced a tremendous bleed. Fear and panic took
over. We rang our doctor who said there was nothing
I could do and suggested I had probably
miscarried. I also rang Nerida and she prayed
with me immediately on the phone, building faith
and hope.
A couple of days later I saw my doctor who arranged
an ultrasound. The radiographer said she could see
some evidence of where the beginnings of the embryo
had begun to form but that there was no baby.
Before having a curette, they said they would
perform another scan in one week’s time. We were
obviously upset by the ultrasound. I rang Nerida
and again, she prayed with me and we continued to
agree together and stood on God’s Word that I would
not miscarry. The next week, much to the surprise
of the radiographer, the ultrasound showed a
healthy baby with a strong heartbeat. God performed
a miracle! On July 15, 2002 Allie
Rose was born, perfect.
Praise be to God!
Two years later we were blessed again and while I
did experience another threatened miscarriage with
a few days of bleeding and cramping I continued to
stand on the Word as before. Once again I
contacted Nerida and she also stood in agreement
with me. God’s Word and the power of prayer
continued to bring faith and peace and I knew that
my baby would be safe. A few days later an
ultrasound scan showed a healthy baby with a strong
heartbeat and on February 26 2004, our son,
Jesse
James Harris was born perfectly
healthy.
Gillian
Robson
My
husband, Alan, and I had tried for years to
conceive and after seven long years we conceived
fraternal twins. Sadly, at 22 weeks I went into
premature labour and gave birth to the first little
girl, and then 15 minutes later the second twin,
another girl. They both died 5 minutes
apart.
I remember thinking that I could never go through a
pregnancy or go through this pain of delivering a
baby again. The doctors told us that the chance of
us ever carrying a baby to full term was very slim.
Alan shared with me the scripture John 10:10, the
thief comes to steal kill and destroy. We both
knew that this was not the will of God or the plan
of God for our future.
One day I remember crying out to the Lord, consumed
by grief. I picked up the Bible
and I turned to Isaiah,
Chapter 53 and read. The scriptures jumped out at
me from the page. In the Amplified Bible
verses four and five say ‘Jesus
had delivered me from
distress.’ That was exactly
what I was going through because I was distressed
and traumatised. God said that Jesus took my
distress and He took my grief. So I realised that I
didn’t have to feel like this or suffer in this
way. The Holy Spirit showed me that I could
take His Word and start to work it to get out of
the circumstance. All of a sudden it was like
I got a shot of life – that Word became so alive to
me. From then on, I began to speak the Word aloud.
I professed that Jesus had taken my distress so it
no longer belonged to me. I also spoke to the grief
and told it to go as Jesus had taken my grief as
well. I could now walk free of this. At first it
was a battle but it soon became real to me. I
actually felt when the grief left my spirit. And I
felt the Word of God begin to rebuild and heal my
wounds and I began to walk in a spirit of victory.
And whenever Alan and I felt the heavy burden of
grief try to oppress us we would begin to praise
and worship God. During these times we would feel
the heaviness lift and a spirit of joy and peace
would flood over us. When Satan would come and
say ‘you
will never have another baby’,
I would
open up the Word of God, read it and say
Listen
devil, it is written blessed is the fruit that
comes from my womb and my body and there will be
neither male nor female barren in my
house.’
A couple of weeks after the funeral I met Nerida. I
had seen her testimony about New
Life Ministries on the Christian
Channel and through that we were able to meet. I
then began to come to the meetings. I had to
overcome the fear of having another baby. I
was literally terrified to get pregnant again and
of giving birth because of what I had experienced
in the past. But I learned that you cannot take
your past into your future. You’ve got to put
closure on the past because you can’t change
yesterday, you can only deal with now. The
Bible says that now
faith
is (Heb.
11:1). So I began to deal with
the now. I began to speak to my body and speak to
my emotions and tell myself that God did not give
me a spirit of fear but I’ve got a spirit of power,
love and a sound mind. I was also not double
minded. I made a decision that come hell or high
water that I would have another baby. I had also
decided that I would not be traumatised by another
delivery again because God's Word has promised me
certain things.
Another thing I wanted to cover was my healing of
Strep B. Strep B is a bacterium that sometimes
women can harbour in their vagina. If you are
pregnant it can cause your babies to be sick. When
my twins were born they examined the placentas and
found that both were infected with Strep B.This was
what had brought on premature delivery. There
was also the chance of it bringing on premature
labour in any future pregnancy. A year and a half
went by and I just believed that God had healed me
and I kept thanking God and professing that I was
free from Strep B. When I became pregnant again, a
routine check showed up no traces of the
bacteria! They had said that when I became
pregnant again I would be on antibiotics right
throughout the pregnancy. I wasn’t! It was
awesome to know that while there was a fight, I got
the victory.
Around 18 months after I began to go to the
meetings I conceived. While I was threatened
throughout the first trimester with miscarriage, I
continued to stand on the Word of God against fear
and against miscarriage and at the full duration of
the pregnancy I had a wonderful birth and delivered
a beautiful baby girl and experienced everything
that I had believed and specifically prayed
for.
Update: Gillian gave birth to
another miracle baby girl, Hannah September
2005!
Karon
Koza
Having children had
always been a great desire for my husband Edmund
and me and we were both eager to start a family
shortly after we were married in February
2000. I was coming up to 38 and Edmund was
fast approaching 40. We were over the moon when we
conceived our first child shortly after our
marriage. Unfortunately, after heavy bleeding and
cramping at 7 weeks I miscarried our
baby.
Edmund and I decided to move on in faith and
believed that this baby just wasn’t well enough to
survive and was now at home in a wonderful place
with God. I became pregnant again within 3 months
but within six weeks the same symptoms returned and
the result was another miscarriage. Once again the
grieving period took place. Then we sought help in
every worldly capacity such as doctors, a
naturopath, herbal practitioners, we underwent many
medical tests and eating programs; you name it I
tried it.
Our third pregnancy was approximately three and a
half months later and I felt so much better
prepared at least on a medical level as opposed to
a spiritual one. However, a 10-week scan revealed
that our baby had died a few weeks earlier. Test
results came back and the problem was diagnosed as
a genetic disorder. Had this baby survived through
to birth, it would have had major problems
throughout a very short life. We were also
told that we could never carry a baby girl due to
the genetic disorder we both had nor could we carry
a baby full term due to antibodies and other
complications. I prayed fervently for God to send
me someone who could help us. Within about a week I
discovered New Life Ministries and my prayers were
well and truly answered. This ministry was
literally a godsend. The fellowship was
awesome, the messages were so powerful and within a
short time of attending the meetings I received
revelations in many different areas. I also
received powerful scriptures from this ministry and
know without one shred of doubt that God’s Word is
as relevant today as it was when it was written
over 2000 years ago. One scripture that really
struck me was Isaiah
55:11 ‘so
is My Word that goes out from my mouth. It will not
return to me empty, but will accomplish what I
desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent
it.’ That was it for us; if
we had faith to believe and confessed this, it had
to come to pass. Jer.
1:12 The
Lord said to me ‘You have seen correctly, for I am
watching to see that My Word is
fulfilled.’ was also important at
this time. His Word is NOT
NEGOTIABLE! Edmund and I
also thoroughly read through A
Plan For Pregnancy and it became our
compass for our exciting journey with this new
knowledge.
Nearly 6 months after our most recent loss we
conceived again. But at 9 weeks I once again,
experienced cramping and bleeding. Edmund and I
grabbed all of the scriptures we had which related
specifically to God’s promise for us in this area
and started to pray and confess these out loud.
Nerida and Julie came over and joined us together
in prayer. They stayed quite late that night and
left when we all knew that we had the victory. I
felt so much at peace and knew great strength; the
support we received was overwhelming. The next day
everything had returned back to normal and I went
on after an incredibly joyous pregnancy, to deliver
safely our beautiful baby girl, Abbye Elizabeth
Koza, at the full term. She is our perfect
gift from the Lord.
Kate
Forsythe
Following a prolonged illness, I was having a lot
of trouble conceiving. I finally fell pregnant in
October 1991 but lost the baby at five weeks. An
ultrasound showed that I had a condition called
Poly Cystic Ovary Syndrome in a severe state and
was told by the radiologist that it would be
unlikely that I would be able to conceive (even
though I just had) and he was unable to explain
this pregnancy. Poly cystic ovaries prevent the
release of the egg from the ovary. We decided to
rely on God’s Word. A friend gave me the Scripture
in
Exodus 23:26,
"No
one shall suffer miscarriage or be barren in your
land; I will fulfil the number of your
days".
In March 1992, I became pregnant with twins and
despite miscarrying, the doctor couldn't explain
how an "infertile woman" had fallen pregnant with
twins. I saw another specialist in November 1992
and had a suspected miscarriage shortly afterwards
- he said he couldn't do anything for me, except
try hormone treatment the next time I became
pregnant.
I had another two pregnancies in early 1993, both
of which miscarried. Despite all this grief and
disappointment, I was encouraged that by now I was
falling pregnant very easily. As my husband Richard
and I continued to believe and speak out God’s Word
in the face of opposing circumstances our faith
grew and this prevented discouragement coming to
us. I know that whenever I got down or doubted that
I had taken my eyes off God and His Word but when I
repented and got my eyes back on God’s Word, my
confidence would rise again. You must focus on what
God has said and not on the circumstances in order
to experience the supernatural in your
life.
The next pregnancy went extremely well from the
start and God blessed us exceedingly abundantly
more than we could ask or think with our beautiful
daughter Analise.
Then eleven months later I became pregnant again
with our son Michael.
An ultrasound during his pregnancy showed that
there was no sign of poly cystic ovaries. The
radiologist was adamant that I must have been
misdiagnosed originally - but we know that it was
the miraculous healing power of God and His
faithfulness to His promises in the Bible.
Leanne
Brooke
I
was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS)
at 20 years of age, after suffering from painful
and irregular periods for over two years. I was
prescribed the oral contraceptive pill, which
regulated my menstrual cycle and dealt with the
symptoms. In 1999, when my husband and I
decided to start our family, I stopped taking the
pill and in the first month was delighted to find
that my period didn’t come. However, I wasn’t
pregnant as I had hoped and found myself on a
6-month roller coaster ride with no menstrual
periods (amenorrhea) and no pregnancy!
Blood tests revealed that I had extremely low
levels of the hormones necessary for ovulation.
Scans showed that my ovaries were covered with
cysts and that my entire endocrine system was out
of balance. I consulted naturopaths, nutritionists
and eventually a reproductive endocrinologist who
stated that the only hope I would ever have of
conceiving was through IVF. But because my body was
not responding to the drugs I had already been
given, I was told that this option would not
work.
I came in contact with New
Life Ministries and received prayer for
my situation. I stood on Exodus
23: 25–27 and meditated on
Psalm
113, Isaiah 49:23 and Luke
1:37. I stuck scriptures on
my fridge and pursued God with everything I had in
me. Through spending time with Nerida, I learnt to
speak to my body and I commanded it to line up with
the Word of God, which says ‘by
the stripes of Jesus I am
healed!’ Over a short
period of time I also received the revelation that
Jesus had already obtained my healing 2000 years
ago; all I needed to do was to believe it. So I
did! Two weeks after this revelation, my
menstrual periods returned! It was my first natural
(or should I say supernatural) cycle in 18 months!
I was healed! I then went on to have perfect 28-day
cycles with no PMS symptoms, pain or
problems!
In the fourth month (August 2000) following my
healing, I finally became pregnant! As I had
experienced such a miracle, I had not planned on
having any sickness during my pregnancy. What I had
also not expected was such a ferocious attack of
fear to assail me. I was terrified of losing my
baby and for the first three months I threw up
almost every day and could not sleep. I went for a
number of ultrasounds to confirm that I was still
pregnant. The first scan revealed that there was no
baby and after standing on God’s Word that I would
not miscarry, another scan a week later revealed a
perfectly healthy baby! I also started to bleed one
afternoon and I began to realise what a battle I
was in. The Lord showed me that I had made an idol
of my baby and as I repented I felt the fear lift.
From that moment the morning sickness waned and
disappeared. It was amazing to see that it was
my anxieties that had caused me to be physically
sick. I might add that the first ultrasound showed
that I was healed from PCOS! This was such a
dramatic difference from my diagnosis when my
ovaries were completely covered with cysts and were
also non-functioning.
The pregnancy continued without complications and
on 21 April 2001, I gave birth to Joshua Isaac, a
healthy baby boy. He was born after about 20 hours
of labour, during which I needed an epidural. This
slowed things down considerably and I required
induction and many stitches! I was so disappointed.
Thankfully, I had another opportunity for victory
in this area, as I conceived another baby 10 months
later. This pregnancy was also fraught with attacks
of fear. At six weeks I experienced another
threatened miscarriage and the doctors were also
concerned about the size of the baby as I was very
small. Thankfully, fear did not grip me as it had
before and I was not nearly as ill during the first
trimester. Kiara Grace was born perfectly healthy
after a labour of five hours on 16 November
2002. I required only gas during contractions
and no stitches, despite the fact that she was 3.7
kg with an enormous head! Nothing is
impossible with God!
Update: Leanne had another baby
boy, Kale,
Benjamin May 2005 and is NOW Pregnant
with child number 4 and due early
2008!
Lori
In
early 1996 I stopped taking the birth control pill
when my husband and I finally decided to try to
conceive. As time went on, my menstrual cycles
became more and more irregular and painful. In 1998
I decided it was time to seek medical help. The
doctor suspected that I had endometriosis and gave
me the choice of having a laparoscopy or taking
drugs to suppress my cycles. I decided to have a
laparoscopy. He said he would do an HSG while I was
under anaesthetic too. It turned out I did have
some endometriosis, and a lot of adhesions. My
tubes were open though. He lasered the
endometriosis and adhesions and I was sent on my
way.
In December 1998 I found New
Life Ministries and joined their
Interent support group, Women In Faith "WIF". It
was such a revelation that I could stand on God's
Word and take authority in it. No one had ever
taught me that before. My cycles had returned
to normal, and the faith of the women in WIF really
built me up. In February 1999, my church had an
evangelist visit and I went up for prayer one
night. As she prayed for my "infertility" and laid
hands on me I felt warmth in my uterine area. I
believe I was wholly healed of endometriosis that
night. Then in April, after 6
months, I wasn't pregnant yet, and I was very
discouraged. In May 1999, unbeknown to us, our
daughter was conceived. When my period was to come
I had some spotting but never got my actual period.
Since I had been having regular cycles I took a
test, and it confirmed what I knew in my heart, I
was pregnant! After waiting so long I could hardly
believe it. I had no morning sickness at all during
my first trimester, I was just physically
tired.
In July 1999 I went to a women's conference with
some ladies from my church. I was 12 weeks
pregnant. On the last day of the conference as we
were leaving I felt strange and decided to take a
trip to the bathroom. I panicked when I saw bright
red blood. I grabbed my friends and said I needed
to go to the emergency room. Before we left they
settled me down and prayed for me. All I could
think as we were driving to see my doctor was "I
trust you Lord". By the time we got to my doctor’s
office the bleeding had slowed down. He ordered an
ultrasound. The results showed that the baby was
fine, but I had a tear in the placenta and it was
laying near my cervix. I was ordered on bedrest for
the weekend. I never had any problems after that,
and the rest of my pregnancy was wonderful. I loved
being pregnant; the time went too
fast.
In January 2000, at 38 weeks, my baby was in a
breech position. The doctor and I decided they
would try to turn the baby and scheduled me for
later that week. The doctor tried 3 times to turn
the baby but to no avail, and scheduled me for a
c-section the next week. At first I was
disappointed that I wasn't going to have a natural
birth and be able to give God glory. The c-section
went very smoothly. They discovered I have a
bicornuate uterus. It’s a birth defect in which the
uterus is misshaped and can cause miscarriage if
the embryo implants in a bad area. Why the doctors
didn't catch it during the laparoscopy/HSg or on
the ultrasound is beyond me. From what information
I have found on bicornuate uteruses I feel so
blessed and loved by God for my daughter. My
recovery from the c-section surgery was easy to say
the least. I had NO pain anytime afterward.
Compared to the laparoscopy the recovery was 10
times easier. God's hand definitely was on me then
and I do give him the glory the pain free recovery
I had.
Nicole
God is faithful. I went from 10+ years of infertility and told that my tubes are too damaged to conceive so IVF was the only way. I have had 4 IVF cycles and lost multiple babies. I now have 2 babies. 1 IVF baby and 1 on my own. Yes my son was born with no IVF. Nothing but God. Thanks for all your prayers while I was on bed rest and throughout my pregnancies. My daughter was a twin but I lost the twin at 6 weeks but she made it and was born at 1 lb 9oz and she is doing great and she has no problems. Bless God. My son was born full term and he was 6lbs 11oz. So if anyone says that God cant.. I'm here to say yes he can! What he did for me he will do for you.